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Toadlyturtle<p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Indigenous" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Indigenous</span></a> Brown Latina family, <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Homeless" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Homeless</span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SabiLewSounds" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SabiLewSounds</span></a> is disabled multidisciplinary <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/artist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>artist</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/musician" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>musician</span></a>; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/disability" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>disability</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/advocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>advocate</span></a>; 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom w/dementia &amp; ESA bunny</p><p>As of 07-24-25 11:00 AM ET<br>$1,537 Needed<br>$652 Past Due<br>$380 min to avoid fees<br>$635 more Due in 5 Days</p><p><a href="https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds/goal?g=1" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="ellipsis">ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds/goal?g</span><span class="invisible">=1</span></a><br>Ppal SabiLewSounds<br>CA/VM toadlyturtle (Note: Sabi)</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAidRequest" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAidRequest</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/LightWithin" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>LightWithin</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Fempreneur" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Fempreneur</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/TraumaSurvivor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>TraumaSurvivor</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cPTSD</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Mastodon" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Mastodon</span></a></p>
J.<p>Just want to talk through some stuff for a sec. Problems keep arising that feel to me like mountainous obstacles and I'm just so worn out from trying to climb and climb and climb.</p><p>I’ve got a wasp problem which is obviously a great turn of events to face during what is supposed to be an uninterrupted (but keeps getting interrupted) stretch of <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/BurnoutRecovery" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>BurnoutRecovery</span></a>. It took me a few days to even be able to take action with this.</p><p>One company I contacted have sent multiple texts from two different numbers, have left multiple voice mails from different numbers, and then I got a slew of calls within the past couple of hours that may be them or general spam (that seemingly increased ten fold since I gave this company my phone number). I woke up this morning feeling like I was being attacked on all sides.</p><p>I am struggling with this whole situation in such a way that it feels like I'm quite literally on a battle field. It's both ridiculous and horrible (I say 'ridiculous’ with self-respect and understanding, I'm just so tired of everyday things feeling massively catastrophic and insurmountable).</p><p>I'm trying to prove to myself that I can do it without getting my roommate or some family member involved. Honestly, not sure it's worth it. Even without this particular problem my body is so often in a state of fight-flight-freeze-panic. Why bother trying to prove to myself that I can do something that will just re-fuel this state? This is a question I come to regularly. Trying to "be strong” in interacting with others doesn't get easier. It's all traumatic and exhausting no matter how many times I try to face it or how objectively minor the thing seems to be. But alternative solutions have their caveats too.</p><p>Then I have another worker coming to the house on Friday to do some city-related work. I've lost my entire week to preoccupation and worry over these two things. This is what is so devastating about this recurring problem; the loss of my time. I'm hoping to schedule the wasp inspection for Friday too and then once it's over I can melt into a partially nonverbal, post-battle, soup of a person for awhile.</p><p><a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/ActuallyAutistic" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>ActuallyAutistic</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/CPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>CPTSD</span></a> <a href="https://lgbtqia.space/tags/AutisticBurnout" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>AutisticBurnout</span></a></p>
Jeronimo Barraco-Marmol<p><a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/LifeDev" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>LifeDev</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/DevLog" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>DevLog</span></a> 25<br>* Chapter 02 Pass 02<br>* More refactor, flow improvement, and more.</p><p>Video <a href="https://youtu.be/p3Pki9APfE4" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="">youtu.be/p3Pki9APfE4</span><span class="invisible"></span></a></p><p>Text <a href="https://store.steampowered.com/news/app/2450230/view/509586922748772369" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="ellipsis">store.steampowered.com/news/ap</span><span class="invisible">p/2450230/view/509586922748772369</span></a></p><p>Steam <a href="https://s.team/a/2450230" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="">s.team/a/2450230</span><span class="invisible"></span></a></p><p>Patreon <a href="https://www.patreon.com/c/jerobarraco" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://www.</span><span class="">patreon.com/c/jerobarraco</span><span class="invisible"></span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/CPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>CPTSD</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/IndieDev" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>IndieDev</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/GameDev" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>GameDev</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/SoloDev" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SoloDev</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/UE5" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>UE5</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/Linux" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Linux</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/UnrealEngine" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>UnrealEngine</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/MadeWithUnreal" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MadeWithUnreal</span></a></p>
Toadlyturtle<p>Help <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Indigenous" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Indigenous</span></a> Latina family survive being <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/homeless" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>homeless</span></a> &amp; racist/xenophobic assholes</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SabiLewSounds" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SabiLewSounds</span></a> is <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/disabled" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>disabled</span></a> 24/7 sole caretaker for elderly mom w/ <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/dementia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>dementia</span></a> &amp; ESA bunny; also multidisciplinary artist &amp; advocate</p><p>As of 07-23-25 11:00 AM ET<br>$1,547 Needed<br>$662 Past Due<br>$299 min to avoid fees<br>$635 more Due in 6 Days</p><p>KOFI/PP SabiLewSounds<br>CA/VM toadlyturtle (Note: Sabi)</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/LightWithin" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>LightWithin</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Fempreneur" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Fempreneur</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Mastodon" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Mastodon</span></a><br><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/TraumaSurvivor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>TraumaSurvivor</span></a> <br><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cPTSD</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SupportDisabledArtists" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SupportDisabledArtists</span></a> <br><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/DisabilityPrideMonth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>DisabilityPrideMonth</span></a></p>
Toadlyturtle<p>Help Disabled Family Survive Homelessness</p><p>Sabi is disabled, sole full-time caretaker for elderly mom &amp; Emotional Support Bunny</p><p>Raising Weekly for a Hotel to remain safe</p><p>$872 Needed<br>$0 Past Due<br>$78 min to avoid fees<br>$622 more Due Today</p><p>KOFI/PP SabiLewSounds<br>CA/VM toadlyturtle (Note: Sabi)</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SabiLewSounds" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SabiLewSounds</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SupportDisabledArtists" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SupportDisabledArtists</span></a><br><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/traumasurvivor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>traumasurvivor</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/DisabledCreator" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>DisabledCreator</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/DisabilityPride" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>DisabilityPride</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Poverty" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Poverty</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/lightWithin" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>lightWithin</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/fempreneur" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>fempreneur</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MentalHealthAdvocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealthAdvocate</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MentalHealthAwareness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealthAwareness</span></a></p>
RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸<p>One of the last things my father said to me can be summed up as I was dangerous, and ungrateful.</p><p>What was there to be grateful for? </p><p>The <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> so severe I panic 24/7 without medication and therapy, and led me to <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/addiction" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>addiction</span></a> almost killing me?</p><p>The <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/tourettes" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>tourettes</span></a> that was made worse by the compounded trauma which I fight every day, and causes great pain?</p><p>Why would I be grateful for being permanently <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/disabled" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>disabled</span></a>, then blamed for it?</p><p>It didn't have to be that way.</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/writing" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>writing</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/rant" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>rant</span></a></p>
Aby--not fast, just furious<p>I've got to stop letting myself do "just a little thing for my mental health"...</p><p>Rot in bed all day?<br>- yes, just a little bed rot for my depression!</p><p>Eat nothing but chips all day?<br>- yes, just 19 little packs of chips as self care!</p><p>Ignore uni work and play Salt &amp; Sacrifice all day?<br>- definitely, it's for my mental health don't ya know!</p><p>MY THERAPIST TOLD ME TO BE GENTLE WITH MYSELF AND NOW I'M TURNING INTO A CURSED TRASH GOBLIN WHO HASN'T SEEN SUNLIGHT IN 4 DAYS</p><p>_____</p><p>Yes, I know this isn't what she meant</p><p>This post is 98.4% Shit Post, and I'm mostly being sensible about all this</p><p><a href="https://aus.social/tags/audhd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>audhd</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/autism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>autism</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/adhd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>adhd</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/disability" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>disability</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/neurodiverse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>neurodiverse</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/MentalHealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealth</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/Anxiety" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Anxiety</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/MentalIllness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MentalIllness</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/ocd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>ocd</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/PTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>PTSD</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/agoraphobia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>agoraphobia</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/SelfCare" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SelfCare</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/NoActualSelfCare" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>NoActualSelfCare</span></a></p>
Toadlyturtle<p>Help <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Indigenous" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Indigenous</span></a> family survive <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/poverty" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>poverty</span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SabiLewSounds" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SabiLewSounds</span></a> is <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/disabled" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>disabled</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Latina" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Latina</span></a> 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom &amp; ESA bun; multidisciplinary <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Artist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Artist</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Musician" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Musician</span></a>; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/advocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>advocate</span></a> for <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/disability" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>disability</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a></p><p>As of 07-18-25 11:00 AM ET<br>$1462 Needed<br>$573 Past Due<br>$392 min to avoid fees<br>$635 more Due in 3 days</p><p>KOFI/PP SabiLewSounds<br>CA/VM toadlyturtle (Note: Sabi)</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/LightWithin" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>LightWithin</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Fempreneur" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Fempreneur</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Mastodon" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Mastodon</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/TraumaSurvivor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>TraumaSurvivor</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cPTSD</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SupportDisabledArtists" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SupportDisabledArtists</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/DisabilityPrideMonth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>DisabilityPrideMonth</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/DisabledArtist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>DisabledArtist</span></a></p>
Aby--not fast, just furiousMental health stuff Mention of some symptoms, no real details
RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸<p>People think I don't notice them looking at me when I am doing something strange related to <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/tourettes" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>tourettes</span></a>.</p><p>But see I have a super power of knowing everything around me from a combination of extreme <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/adhd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>adhd</span></a> and hyper vigilance from <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a>.</p><p>I look at people more with my peripherals so you'll never know I'm paying attention to you.</p><p>Occasionally someone will be looking at me really hard, and I'll snap my gaze straight at them and watch them jump like a wild animal noticed them.</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/writing" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>writing</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/humor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>humor</span></a></p>
Toadlyturtle<p>Please take a moment to read the comments for and to share this reel: <a href="https://www.instagram.com/reel/DMLCw4nshdS/?igsh=MXR4a3Fzbmk2ODY3aA==" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://www.</span><span class="ellipsis">instagram.com/reel/DMLCw4nshdS</span><span class="invisible">/?igsh=MXR4a3Fzbmk2ODY3aA==</span></a></p><p>Help <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Indigenous" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Indigenous</span></a> family survive <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/poverty" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>poverty</span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SabiLewSounds" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SabiLewSounds</span></a> is <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Disabled" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Disabled</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Latina" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Latina</span></a> 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom &amp; ESA bun; multidisciplinary <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Artist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Artist</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Musician" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Musician</span></a>; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/advocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>advocate</span></a> for <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/disability" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>disability</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a></p><p>KOFI/PP SabiLewSounds<br>CA/VM toadlyturtle (Note: Sabi)</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/lightwithin" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>lightwithin</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/fempreneur" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>fempreneur</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealthadvocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealthadvocate</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/traumasurvivor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>traumasurvivor</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mastodon" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mastodon</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/fediverse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>fediverse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boost" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>boost</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/supportdisabledartists" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>supportdisabledartists</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/homeless" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>homeless</span></a></p>
RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸<p>Describing what <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> feels like in a nutshell -</p><p>Imagine how you felt during the scariest, or most anxiety-inducing moment of your entire life, whatever that may be.</p><p>Then imagine at random times for seemingly no reason that you start feeling that way again even when everything is absolutely fine, and there isn't a thing in your world to really worry about.</p><p>Memories flood in that you try to but can't stop, and make you relive those moments again, and again.</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/ptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>ptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/writing" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>writing</span></a></p>
RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸<p>Today and the next while is going to be difficult, but at least in an expected way.</p><p>I was taking the highest dose of <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Buspar" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Buspar</span></a> as you can safely take, which was very effective in helping me with <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> related anxiety, OCD related intrusive thoughts and anxiety, and many <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/phobias" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>phobias</span></a> I have.</p><p>My dose was lowered as it can make nerve pain and movement disorders worse, which it was in my case.</p><p>My body needs to adapt, and I'm in a panicky hellhole today.</p><p>But it will be better.</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/writing" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>writing</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a></p>
Toadlyturtle<p>Help <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Indigenous" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Indigenous</span></a> family survive <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/poverty" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>poverty</span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SabiLewSounds" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SabiLewSounds</span></a> is <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Disabled" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Disabled</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Latina" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Latina</span></a> 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom &amp; ESA bun; multidisciplinary <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Artist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Artist</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Musician" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Musician</span></a>; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/advocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>advocate</span></a> for <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/disability" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>disability</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a></p><p>$289 for 07/08 Hotel Past Due<br>$635 for 07/15 Hotel Due 11AM<br>$1364 to cover All Needs</p><p>KOFI/PP SabiLewSounds<br>CA/VM toadlyturtle (Note: Sabi)</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/lightwithin" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>lightwithin</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/fempreneur" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>fempreneur</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealthadvocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealthadvocate</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/traumasurvivor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>traumasurvivor</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mastodon" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mastodon</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/fediverse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>fediverse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boost" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>boost</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/supportdisabledartists" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>supportdisabledartists</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/homeless" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>homeless</span></a></p>
Toadlyturtle<p>Help <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Indigenous" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Indigenous</span></a> family survive <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/poverty" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>poverty</span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SabiLewSounds" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SabiLewSounds</span></a> is <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Disabled" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Disabled</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Latina" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Latina</span></a> 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom &amp; ESA bun; multidisciplinary <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Artist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Artist</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Musician" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Musician</span></a>; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/advocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>advocate</span></a> for <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/disability" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>disability</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a></p><p>$1336 covers weekly hotel, food &amp; bills<br>$448 covers weekly hotel due tomorrow</p><p>KOFI/PP SabiLewSounds<br>CA/VM toadlyturtle (Note: Sabi)</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/lightwithin" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>lightwithin</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/fempreneur" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>fempreneur</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealthadvocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealthadvocate</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/traumasurvivor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>traumasurvivor</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mastodon" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mastodon</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/fediverse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>fediverse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boost" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>boost</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/supportdisabledartists" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>supportdisabledartists</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/homeless" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>homeless</span></a></p>
Theo [ˈθiːəʊ]<p>Heute wieder einen meiner "seltsamsten" Trigger encountered: Bällebad.</p><p>Wurde in meiner Gemeinde gerne als Umgebung für erzwungene Geständnisse bei Kindern und Jugendlichen genutzt 👍</p><p>Gehört so zu der Kategorie "Trigger, die einem erst später im Leben bewusst werden weil man ihnen im Alltag in der Regel nicht mehr begegnet".</p><p>Außerdem zu der Kategorie "Andere Menschen tendieren dazu einem zu sagen, man soll sich nicht anstellen".</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/evangelikal" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>evangelikal</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/christfundamentalismus" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>christfundamentalismus</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/ausstieg" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>ausstieg</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/trigger" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>trigger</span></a></p>
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DiaryofaFloppingFish<p>Setting boundaries when you're healing from trauma feels wrong—like you're the bad guy. But it's not wrong. It's recovery.</p><p>In my latest blog post, I talk about why boundaries feel so uncomfortable, especially for those with CPTSD, and why setting them is a form of self-respect.</p><p>👉 <a href="https://diaryofafloppingfish.com/2025/07/03/setting-boundaries-why-it-feels-wrong-and-why-its-crucial-for-healing/" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="ellipsis">diaryofafloppingfish.com/2025/</span><span class="invisible">07/03/setting-boundaries-why-it-feels-wrong-and-why-its-crucial-for-healing/</span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MentalHealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealth</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/CPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>CPTSD</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Boundaries" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Boundaries</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Healing" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Healing</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SelfCare" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SelfCare</span></a></p>
Toadlyturtle<p>Help <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Indigenous" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Indigenous</span></a> family survive <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/poverty" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>poverty</span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SabiLewSounds" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SabiLewSounds</span></a> is <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Disabled" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Disabled</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Latina" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Latina</span></a> 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom &amp; ESA bun; multidisciplinary <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Artist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Artist</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Musician" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Musician</span></a>; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/advocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>advocate</span></a> for <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/disability" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>disability</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a></p><p>$1583 covers hotel, food &amp; bills<br>$448 covers hotel past due<br>$85 covers hotel for tomorrow</p><p>KOFI/PP SabiLewSounds<br>CA/VM toadlyturtle (Note: Sabi)</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/lightwithin" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>lightwithin</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/fempreneur" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>fempreneur</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealthadvocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealthadvocate</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/traumasurvivor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>traumasurvivor</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mastodon" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mastodon</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/fediverse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>fediverse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boost" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>boost</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/supportdisabledartists" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>supportdisabledartists</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/homeless" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>homeless</span></a></p>
Toadlyturtle<p>Help <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Indigenous" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Indigenous</span></a> family survive <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/poverty" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>poverty</span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SabiLewSounds" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SabiLewSounds</span></a> is <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Disabled" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Disabled</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Latina" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Latina</span></a> 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom &amp; ESA bun; multidisciplinary <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Artist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Artist</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Musician" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Musician</span></a>; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/advocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>advocate</span></a> for <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/disability" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>disability</span></a> &amp; <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a></p><p>Past today not covered for hotel</p><p><a href="https://Linktr.ee/SabiLewSounds" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="">Linktr.ee/SabiLewSounds</span><span class="invisible"></span></a><br>KOFI/PP SabiLewSounds</p><p><a href="https://Linktr.ee/toadlyturtle" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="">Linktr.ee/toadlyturtle</span><span class="invisible"></span></a><br>CA/VM toadlyturtle (Note: Sabi)</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/lightwithin" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>lightwithin</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/fempreneur" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>fempreneur</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealthadvocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealthadvocate</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/traumasurvivor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>traumasurvivor</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mastodon" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mastodon</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/fediverse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>fediverse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boost" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>boost</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/supportdisabledartists" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>supportdisabledartists</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/homeless" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>homeless</span></a></p><p>Details below...</p>